I feel the neck pain and it's so not fit in my body, the terriable feeling company me along the way home from work, thinking of as a human being, an incredibly perfectly build with the functionality to eat, to make love, to do dangerous sports .... to think very creatively ... we can do all this and we just take all this for granted, we waste ourself, ... we can eat but we eat terriable stuff, we can make love but not very often making good love, we can think but we just pick whatever easier...

What a stupid waste ! I can do everything that God built into me, but I waste all this because I don't have a mate, no matter the soulmate or the one we can mate physically....

sad!